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home sweet home ? its never gonna happen to me . sayang , seriusyly . i hate to be home and i hate my life at home . bukannya nk ubah , tpy malah mnjauhkan diri . there's no conversation between us . just go a head with nazhan . he's new . just ask so many question . take care of him like you never done to me . oh Allah , how could i realise that i'm superb nothing in this house . i hate all over in and i hate all in it . buat tuh slh buat nieh slh mmg lahh lumrahh , but aku bleh jdy gila if dya trus memaksa aku mcm nieh . i need someone who i can trust . the person that i can trust doing me like like . Oh thanks ! i'm really appreciate it . thanks for make me like this . ahh .. i know i'm nothing to you . just make sure this is the last time i go to this house . i dont want to come back at this house . it really make me hurt all the time . arghhh . i want to shout that ' why i must live in this burden house ' can i ask a wish . i wish i can go out from this burden house forever and never going back . sadisnya , ia takkan berlaku untk selamanyaa . aku bukn spt yg kau hrpkan , impian ku juga kau tk prnh thu , just do what u like with nazhan . go ahead . and please . never ask about me ever . jangan pernah gedik masuk cmpur urusan aku . jgn pernh nk menyemak dalam hidup aku bile aku mmg tk perlu , jangan pernh skli wujud dalam dunia aku . dahulu - bagiku kau adalah smgt yg terindah , snyuman dan tawa mu adalah kekuatan . tapii . . . . smua nya berlalu . haha . aku tkkan menangis untk itu . sedyh ? sakit ? mmg itu aku rse skang niehh . sekarang - kau bukan lagi semngat . wajahmu adalah sgt buat ku rsa sakit . dan pandangan mu yg dlu indah sekarang mendap nyaaa . aku mmg nk bende nieh berlaku . thanks buat aku spt anak yg mmg tiada guna . aku seronok kau buat aku begini . thanks . anything happen to me . you are the one who make it like this .