Rehardo ✿

And this part is the most i like . Keep storying what i love and hate. And now the topic is past. Yes it is true. I still loving the way he is no matter he is nerdo or weirdo or whatever lah. And my heart keep vibrate eventhough we had separate. Yep. You are not mine. Therefore, why you are so confidence to get your soulmate by get a relationship while school. Fuhh. Proud of you past. You train me a lot. Thankieee. I know Allah had planned the best for us. We meet. We know each other. We are close. We get a relationship. We were too happy. We love each other. We can't be separated. We sit to each other. And now. All this sweetness gone by just in a blink of an eye. Wow. Amazing. And it makes me strong. But, i know inside your deepest heart, you miss me. How can i knew.? It is from your eyes. Even it is a moment ago. I can see it. Honey, you can't trick me. Your feelings. The vibrate. I can still feel it. I know you feel it too. But it is too hard because you scared of past ca

Hari ni , nak share gabungan kisah lama dan baru . Yep , no one can understand how i feel . yep , takkan ada seorang pun yang akan faham . nothing to be sad , najdah . you are strong enough . haiya , terluka luka luka dan luka lagi . bila aku nk berhenti daripada luka ni . dah tak sanggup dah . need someone . biasalah tu , lumrah hidup en ? tapi yang pastinya tadi , admin jumpa someone kat stesen bas , and lately ni banyak jumpa dia sangat . terus terlintas "semoga dia yang menjadi jodoh awal dan terakhir" jiwang en ? but , entahlah , malu pandang dia . waktu dia pandang tu , pandangan dia redup je . buat tangan bergetar , jiwa tak tenteram , and so on . if you know what is going on to me , i think you will say , beb , you are annoying . such a crazy guy . you know what you make me macam orang tak siuman semenjak balik daripada tempat aku jumpa kau tadi . kekuatan dan inspirasi aku datang lagi daripada kau . okey , tetap dengan pendirian aku , aku nak kau bleh ? agagaga .

harini najdah ade something nak share tentang kawan . memang lah dugaan berkawan ni ade banyak sangat,  sampai kita rasa tak dihargai . kawan . ade macam jenis . diorang maybe selalu kutuk , sakitkan hati , downkan kita , bash kita mcam orang gila . tapi once kita dah nampak kasih sayang dia . then baru kita tahu . tak semua cara hargai orang kita perlu tunjuk . rasa seronok sangat bila kita tahu yang diorang sebenarnya sudi berkorban dekat kita sebagaimana kita berkorban untuk mereka . gila tak seronok kalau dapat tu . sebab najdah dah belajar dari kesilapan besar . najdah ingat takde yang sayang . but ritu , makanan smua dah dapat , but najdah je kena tunggu . then , semua menghulur makanan , walaupun najdah tahu diorang suka . terharu sangat .