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Uni's Life

Hola peeps ! Its been quite long since i wrote my last post which is in June , last year . I just can't believe it in myself , one post a year ? Are you serious najdah ? Nahh , but its okay . Uni's life with packed schedule , test , quizzes , assignments and club meeting . Furthermore , due to this pandemic , almost all university changed their learning to online while student and lecturer work and study harder than before . I  guess we do have our problems right during this critical time , but I hope everyone is fine and in a good health . Remember to follow all government orders okie ? OK ! Enough for introduction . So , frankly , I am a student in UiTM . I take diploma in accountancy and right now I almost ended my fourth semester . Em , I really don't know what to be told , but I guess , I'll start with my experience from first semester until right now . Its been an adventurous part since I further my studies to another level .There so much up and down , rise and fa

Lesson and Challenges

Hi readers ! Its been a while since the last time i wrote right ? So how are you ? I hope you guys are in good health and good condition . Please be safe wherever you are . So, right now , i want to share with you guys two stories . If you are interested , you may continue to read this , and if you not interested with this , you guys can go find something else that meet your satisfaction . This is just an experience that i want to share with you guys .  To make this clear , I never expected it happen to me and there's so much painful that I've been through since that . I'm not sure it is the appropriate way to say or tell you guys about this . But , I write and share about this to you guys because I want you guys to take a lesson from this .  Here we go , the first story is about friendship and the second one is about crushing on someone .  Friendship ; In my opinion , friendship means a relationship between friends that both parties agreed that they

Prolog Cinta Mati

Kau tanam benih cinta ,  kau sirami ia sehingga ia mekar , Kuntumannya mula berpucuk , Namun kau hancurkan ia , sehingga tiada kesannya . Aku insan biasa . Gadis remaja . Hidup disulami cinta yang tidak mati merupakan harapan yang pernah tersemat di hati . Ini kisahku . Aku sudah terjebak dengan cinta ketika aku masih lagi mentah . Ketika itu , apa yang aku tahu cuma keseronokan untuk dimanja , dikasihi , dibelai dan disayangi . Hendak dikatakan kasih ibu bapa dan keluarga tidak cukup , semuanya cukup malah aku rasakan berlebihan . Apa yang aku cuba sampaikan disini , keseronokan percintaan yang aku bayangkan hanyalah dialam mimpi . Semua hanya hayalan . Kerana kau , cinta ini makin pudar dan akhirnya menemui hayat terakhirnya . Tapi , hendak salahkan kau sepenuhnya , aku tidak bisa , sebahagiannya adalah salahku , yang tidak menilai kau dari awal . Salah aku kerana membiarkan kau pergi . Semua angan-angan aku hancur dek satu hari .  Ketika aku masih lagi dibangku s

Let's play Q&A !

Hai readers ! Post kali ni , najdah buat Q&A . Macam syok dan macam tak . Hehehe . Nilah akibat bila nak menulis takde idea . Jadi timbul lah idea ni , maka , najdah pun mula minta kawan kawan bertanya . Semua pertanyaan akan di nyatakan , tapi tak semestinya di jawab . HAHAHA . Privasi , nak . Mintak maaf lah ya . Hehe . Q&A dari najdah inshaallah najdah jawab dari hati . Tapi dalam post ni najdah guna "aku-kau" ya , sebab nampak macam rapat sikit . So , lets begin .  1. Q : Hai , ape khabo ?  A : Hai awak yang lagi manis dan cute tu . Aku sihat , alhamdulillah . Cuma sakit sikit , sebab rindu kan orang yang tak rindu kan kita . Perit nya hanya Allah saja yang tau . Awak pulak apa khabar ?  2. Q : Ade x time yg ko menyamah ngn aq ?  A : Okey yang ni serius soalan maut . ( TAKUTNYA NAK JAWAB ) . Apa2 pun , orang yang tanya ni , aku mintak jangan terasa . Weyh ! Kalau dah nama kawan , serapat mana pun , mesti punya ada time menyampah . AHAHAHA .

My Squad Ejen Ali !

Topik untuk post kali ni , najdah akan ceritakan dalam bahasa melayu ( tak payah susah-ii nak translate bagai cari perkataan untuk describe diorang ) . Mana dapat nama grup ni ? Aku pun tak sure , diorang obses ngan ejen ali kut , sampai buat nama grup jadi macam tu . Sekarang memandangkan dah nak ramadhan , nama grup dah tukar jadi "Skuad Ejen Ali Ramadhan" . Alhamdulillah , berkawan dengan mereka semua buat najdah tak pernah kekok walaupun bukan satu kelas . Diorang lah tempat najdah lepak , belajar , relakskan diri . Sebab apa ? Diorang ni OPEN MINDED . HAHAHA . Terpaksa bold kan . Sebab hakikat . Hehehe . Kat mana kami sembang ? Kat mana wujudnya grup ni ? Semuanya bermula dari telegram . Secara tak sengaja , ahli dalam grup ni mostly dihuni oleh budak kelas pandai . Persamaan diorang , TAK SOMBONG , JENIS BOLEH MASUK DENGAN SEMUA , GILA GILA dan SALING MENGINGATKAN . Saling mengingatkan ? Macam ni , diorang selalu ingatkan untuk buat apa yang baik , tinggalkan bend

Love is about painful and experience .

Hai readers , ya , sorry for take long time of not updating any post . I had just past my big examination , SPM . My trial result is great , and i hope i will get the same for my real result that will be coming soon . So , how are you guys ? I hope you guys were in good health , i will keep my blog active after this , alright ? Dont you guys mind if i keep on writing in english eventough my grammar isnt right , maybe i should started to be brave enough to improve myself to be a better person .  So , refer to the title , tonight , i will continue a story about love . But , it doesnt matter with the past or future . Actually , being in love was a nice feeling . Its like a story tale . But , love can bring something you never expected . Love teach you about happiness , painful , sadness , and other emotion . It might lead us to kill ourself without forced . So , which part do you want to read first ? Maybe what i'm going to write this same like other writers , but it could be

Dear heart 💖

And this part is the most i like . Keep storying what i love and hate. And now the topic is past. Yes it is true. I still loving the way he is no matter he is nerdo or weirdo or whatever lah. And my heart keep vibrate eventhough we had separate. Yep. You are not mine. Therefore, why you are so confidence to get your soulmate by get a relationship while school. Fuhh. Proud of you past. You train me a lot. Thankieee. I know Allah had planned the best for us. We meet. We know each other. We are close. We get a relationship. We were too happy. We love each other. We can't be separated. We sit to each other. And now. All this sweetness gone by just in a blink of an eye. Wow. Amazing. And it makes me strong. But, i know inside your deepest heart, you miss me. How can i knew.? It is from your eyes. Even it is a moment ago. I can see it. Honey, you can't trick me. Your feelings. The vibrate. I can still feel it. I know you feel it too. But it is too hard because you scared of past ca